Losing my son (3rd child) at 43 weeks during labor, was attempting a home
birth vba2c, his passing was NOT due to me attempting a vaginal
birth or a home
birth, in fact when we attempt to have our 4th child I will be going for a vba3c, I am so
supported through this by the women in my local homebirth group, it has allowed me to see the sun in the storm, I have started a charity in my sons name to help women get a doula or midwife when they would not be able to
afford their services other wise.