But I do remeber a glimpse were he was having sex with me, i was
to drunk and out of it
to say
anything or do
anything i just remeber feeling shameful disgusting wanting this
to be over wanting
to stop, this isnt me, im so young i just met this guy I had NO INTENTIONS of this
happening i figured id be sober and aware of my surroundings that if
h did try
anything i could push him away and say no.