Anything that takes away from you enjoying your baby is not worth it, take it from someone who had
awful experiences breastfeeding and basically didn't even like her daughter until she was weaned at 13 mos.
In my work I see many gutsy women who have
experienced awful grief about weaning early with previous babies (often this is their third or fourth baby) but they are facing their fears of «failure» and giving
breastfeeding a go with subsequent babies — and winning this time around!