Have you taken a freezing
cold shower yet... if not, go do this right now... tell me how you feel after an ice cold shower... this elicits a state of being that will remind you of what it's like to feel alive again.
''... English Spring, an uncertain, anxious time of hope and fear, of joy and suffering, - of bright promise and budding hopes,
yet withal, of keen blasts, and
cold showers, and sudden storms.»