If Onyekuru goes and starts smashing in goals and becomes the new Mbappe / Lukaku / Dyballa etc and AW
comes out this time next year and adds dude to the illustrious list of «nearly signed» superstars, then everyone would be going mad and calling for his head
lol I'm hopeful for this signing, but preferably
along with a more experienced / proven attacker
coming in too
Along with me and Andrew's anniversary
coming up in July, there is a lot of different things that I want to celebrate this summer and I think the best way to do that is
with a suitcase and a good camera
lol.
I am an outgoing person, i love having fun i am also very goofy i love laughing
lol, dancing and spending time
with that special guy (whenever he
comes along)
lol
And then I remembered, I had an agent, a great agent, I wrote great books (so all the rejecting editors told me) and yes, you are right, self pub has given my stories a voice and an ear and the chance to be read, when they otherwise would have still been gathering dust on my hard drive, yet, on the other hand this is hard, REALLY HARD, it is SO hard to find your way to a readership as a SP,
with limited funds (dwindling)... and the glimmer of trad pub —
with their power to splash your name around established circles of readers, and their ability to secure a great number of reviews where, as a self pub, doors have been slammed in my face — becomes temptingly shiny again, (it's like childbirth, you forget all the painful stuff
with time)... and it all gets very tempting... almost tempting enough to consider sacrificing one work JUST one artistic premise for the trade off of visibility... and then perhaps, just perhaps THEN, my SP efforts will finally sprout wings... but then I hear you and other say, it wasn't worth it, you'd never do it again, and I sigh... And then I wake up the next morning and think of packing it all in, and going to work for Walmart and steady shitty pay...
lol And then
along comes this blog post.