Not exact matches
That was a very interesting read many comments caught my attention I've recently been diagnosed with Bipolar I have hallucinations and hear voices in my ear's when I hallucinate it's likes they are trying to get me thousands
of them I can only describe them as dark shadows and they are trying to get me just as they are about to get me a brilliant white light surrounds me and there's three entities humanly shaped but like this brilliant white light they are also glowing this brilliant whiteness I can't understand what they are saying the only way I can explain it is emotions comfort joy
love is what I feel emanating from these entities the voices I hear aren't evil telling me to do bad things to people when I get put into a mode
of fear I
live in a rough area
of Scotland and everytime I've got into a fight something possesses me I know this for a fact as I can't
control myself I'm an observer watching my family / Friends say I change they say my eyes change and I look evil I personally do think possibly
through my own personal experience I» am possessed as I act out
of character I've lost interest in many things I've recently I decided it's time for change I've lost my faith I've been trying to connect with God and feel his
love which I used to feel the presence
of the holy spirit everytime I try connect I get a feeling
of abandonment I just think if I am possessed could these entities stop me connecting with «God» I can say from my heart
of hearts «JESUS CHRIST HAS COME IN THE FLESH» I think it's more to do with the persons own personal fears which I have noticed my fears have changed if I had to be truthfully with myself I fear God which I know I'm not supposed to just I can't explain it I guess if you ever need a test subject I'm up for the challenge like I said I'm on journey to find myself and my travels have brought me hear I'm going to hang around for a wee while there's lots
of good information to be plundered loll
I grew up in the church all my
life but I was following God's path, I didn't want to let God take
control of my
life but then at one point
of my
life I was going
through a lot, stuff that a teenager shouldn't be going
through but then I told God that I want him in my
life to take
control and to write out my path not me and right when I said that I felt happiness, I felt
love, I felt and I still feel (what God wants me to do) that I have a purpose in
life.
Along with the delusion that we can keep our
lives and
control our destinies
through rectitude, we
live in the steadfast but patently absurd conviction that we deserve all the gifts that have come to us, including sight, hearing, taste — even
life itself and the
love of all who care that any one
of us has waked and walked upon the planet.
I will
love freely and share joy, practice patience and self -
control, show kindness and pursue goodness, and
live a
life of faithfulness as I walk gently and in peace
through this wonderful world we share.
Unconditional
love can come
through in all situations and often is the tie that binds us to our sanity when
life seems out
of control.
I also
loved Burning Man because it was fascinating to see a man «out
of control» sharing his emotions
through story in a different way to Tree
of life.
Driven by his
love for the ancient texts and by his own need to find healing following the cruel and protracted deaths
of his girlfriend and his father, Doerries began reaching out
through his theater company to people whose
lives had been devastated by forces beyond their
control — members
of the military and their families, health professionals, guards and prisoners inside the giant American incarceration system, individuals and towns and cities reeling in the wake
of natural disaster.