Not exact matches
That was a very interesting read many comments caught my attention I've recently been diagnosed with Bipolar I have hallucinations and hear voices in my ear's when I hallucinate it's likes they are trying to get me thousands
of them I can only describe them as dark shadows and they are trying to get me just as they are about to get me a brilliant white light surrounds me and there's three entities humanly shaped but like this brilliant white light they are also glowing this brilliant whiteness I can't understand what they are saying the only way I can explain it is emotions comfort joy love is what I feel emanating from these entities the voices I hear aren't evil telling me to do bad things to people when I get put into a mode
of fear I live in a rough area
of Scotland and everytime I've got into a fight something possesses me I know this for a fact as I can't control myself I'm an observer watching my family / Friends say I change they say my eyes change and I look evil I personally do think possibly through my own personal experience I» am possessed as I act out
of character I've lost interest in many things I've recently I decided it's time for change I've lost my faith I've been trying to connect with God and feel his love which I used to feel the presence
of the holy spirit everytime I try connect I get a feeling
of abandonment I just think if I am possessed could these entities stop me connecting with «God» I can say from my heart
of hearts «JESUS CHRIST HAS COME IN THE FLESH» I think it's more to do with the persons own personal
fears which I have noticed my
fears have changed if I had to be truthfully with myself I
fear God which I know I'm not supposed to just I can't explain it I guess if you ever need a test subject I'm up for the challenge like I said I'm on journey to find myself and my travels have brought me hear I'm going to hang around for a wee
while there's lots
of good information to be plundered loll
While Gleick
fears that «this Third Age could consist
of the complete
abandonment of our efforts to provide safe public tap water for all in favor
of privately produced and sold bottled water,» that
fear doesn't seem to be panning out, thankfully.
And
while not all people with poor emotion management, impulsive and destructive actions, intense
fear of abandonment and an unstable self image have a history
of complex trauma, it gets me to a non-judgmental place where I'm able to be very open to hearing someone's story.
While they may appear self - sufficient and independent, this masks a deep
fear of rejection or
abandonment.
These «internal working models» within the attachment system coalesce during later childhood and adolescence into stable personality structures, with the «I'm inadequate» self - in - relationship schema reflected in narcissistic personality processes,
while the abandoning other - in relationship expectation becomes reflected in borderline personality processes
of an intense
fear of abandonment.
High scores on the first subscale indicate a tendency to preoccupation, jealousy and
fear of abandonment,
while high scores on the second scale suggest uneasiness with intimacy.
Higher levels
of HIV - related internalized stigma, attachment - related anxiety (i.e.,
fear of abandonment by relationship partners), and concerns about being seen by others
while taking HIV medication were all associated with worse medication adherence.