It seems to my perceptions that you might be having a personal identity conundrum... Speaking
from experience; many folks seem unable to cope with individualized rationalizing complexities... Giving up attempting, toward understanding social
austerities which encompass individualism, gives people their identification of oneness... Individualisms are set upon the relativities of quaint somberness issues in daily moderations... Religious identities are as emotionalized labels giving people an ability to pause and reflect upon judgmental reasoning... Whether or not, religious
agendas are servicing and served with ever those willing to serve...