But over the last few months, I experienced extremely awful things - I had to
call three
of my friends
in the
middle of the
night to protect me because I couldn't stop myself from shaking and couldn't think
of how to handle the situation without someone's help... Then, right after that, a big
house where my friend is living just had a room open up and within two days I decided to take that room; all the moving happened a narrow margin
of time.
I was taking court conference
calls in the
middle of the
night in my pajamas on the floor
in a quiet corner
of the
house hoping not to wake up two small children and just trying to get some traction with the whole thing because it was like all
of these stars had aligned and this is really what I wanted to do and I wasn't going to let the move stop me from doing it.