God's loving kindness is enough to sustain me in my unbridled stamina... As I near my ending day, my loving wants to be with God and all God's family members can not be over-run or compromised by others salt ladled wounds... As I progressively near death's gate, my love for Life weakens me and I am found understanding God's mercies... Alone nowadays, my heart flutters with every beat as I become ever more
humbled by mankind's tribulations.
We find that what we can not do through human efforts, can be done
by Christ, if we're
humble enough to accept it (Remember, the — I believe allegorical — story of the «The Fall» in Genesis was about
mankind wanting to do things on its own and be «like God»).