The
intent was not likely malicious; you solicited the services
of the doctor willingly; it is not sexual; it denigrates «real» rape; you
got a healthy baby at the end
of it; you should have said «No» more clearly; you should have been more educated; be glad you're alive — women used to die in childbirth all the time; if you didn't want hands or instruments up your vagina, you shouldn't have
gotten pregnant in the first place; it was for your own good.