Am not sure if you are in the dark or the Darkest of all Darks and only God
would judge that and may
have mercy upon your soul which is clearly suffering the emptiness in life and
would do be in pain after death and again on
judgment day but the hardest is when you are to pay your dues in the Hells of Fires where it is said that every time skins are burnt they are replaced with other fresh skins to no end if no
mercy from God?