But you know then eventually as that scene indicates that he's getting... You can
see it's starting to tell on him and later on when he visits a
psychiatrist and has to talk to him and the
psychiatrist says did you do anything along the way over there that you
maybe or you felt you shouldn't have.
To paraphrase something I've heard before, if your belief in god is the only reason you're not killing, robbing, or raping others, then
maybe you need to
see a
psychiatrist... (For what it's worth, I'm aware there are good and bad atheists just as there are good and bad Christians.)