it's like a fire I can't get rid of... masturbating makes me so angry because why the hell do I have to please myself when he's right there??? I even got him cialis from the doctor and we tried twice and he said it didn't
work... the
next morning I walked in on him on the shower with a giant erection... I was so mad i just walked out and cried... this is hell... pure hell... I've had my share of great sexual partners and so I know what I'm
missing... I even contemplate suicide it's so painful... i just don't know where to go from here... I thought I could live like this but I can't... other couples we are friends with have sex multiple times a day and I'm so jealous..