Also, as noted, I apologized for those times when my
anger got the better of me but in hindsight, I see I was exhibiting signs of prologued trauma and abuse not signs of mental illness (like most of NYC I got tested post 9/11 and there's no signs of mental illness though my childhood growing up with two alcoholic parents who died before I was 18 does produce some triggers that I
now know how to
manage so I don't let my
anger get the better of me).
For example: if you are lonely
now, you will be lonely married, if you are immature
now, you will be immature married, if you have a difficult time
managing your finances
now, you will have a difficult time when you get married, if you have
anger problems
now, you will have
anger problems when you get married, if you and your fiance are fighting and have difficulties resolving conflicts and communicating
now, you will the same problems when you get married.