He wasn't a great nurser either so wasn't like, you know, we'd gotten off to this fabulous start but it was just, I think this second one
learns how to
kind of go with the flow a little bit more because it was not all about that child and for me, I didn't necessarily set up a routine but what I did do is, actually a little bit
opposite of yours, mine was, I had to satisfy the toddler first, because I figured that, the infant
kind of walk around,
kind of keep him pacified a little bit, but my toddler was like me, me, me, me, me, like I need this now, so we had a box
of toys, that he could play with, like they were only set up for when I were nursing, so they were like his special toys, a special snacks that I knew that would be safe and I wouldn't be giving the Heimlich Maneuver you know, while I was trying to breastfeed.
The larger paintings seemed to contract and the smaller paintings seemed to expand when usually the
opposite is true, and one small painting in particular was wildly popular — these are the
kinds of things you
learn from showing, that can't be gleaned from the studio alone.