I was a smart, responsible, loving mother, making the best choices I could, yet my assumptions and
painful feelings drove my decision - making.
Not exact matches
A: This has not been a linear journey, but I am in a place now where I
feel I can explore infidelity and divorce with some distance, providing a perspective that isn't
driven by fear or anger, but by having discovered that in those
painful and scary hours some real magic happened.
I wish I could do it again, but this time I don't
feel patient and bedtime has become somewhat dreaded — the nipple flicking and pinching is somewhat like Chinese water torture — not necessarily
painful, just
driving me crazy.
And it can actually be liberating and wonderful: there are no more
painful periods, and many women often report
feeling an increased sex
drive, as they have more free time without the kids home.