Not at all, but here I am looking for a
job to
pay off the financial debt I made thinking I am sort of called, to eventually f (o) und family, and going starting tomorrow on a full - time two week course on how to write
job applications, so me explaining the sinfullness of suicide, and regarding many persons on this planet me motivating them to endure whatever
crappy situation (often for profit and / or gain of someone else) even tho they would be better off leaving such situation / s if possible (kind of Moses), seems rather pointless.