It took me going back to seminary, many sleepless nights, working full - time while being a full - time student, missing out on relationships and actively pursuing what God had promised me before I
started to
see the
fruit of that
labor.
For me, who
started out my life as an evolutionary, nihilist, atheist... It is very good news that there is a God, He is good, He loves me, I am not alone, He will never leave me or forsake me, He loves being with me, I'm can be more myself with Him than without Him, He isn't afraid
of my doubts, I'm free to question anything, I'm safe, death is not the end, the earth will be restored, we will
see righteous government, there will be an end to war, I will get to be a part
of that restoration, I am a part
of it now, all I do now that is
of the kingdom shall remain, I will
see the full
fruit of that
labor in the world to come... Wow.