I also feel that «conflict of interest;» I would have been willing to do anything for that
magical perfect exclusive breastfeeding relationship, including go without sleep or adequate nutrition and turn into a raging hell - beast as a
result, but it was
such a relief to get five, then six, etc., now nine hours of sleep at a time at night, probably due to the formula part of the combo feeding, that I don't know now whether I would change that if I could.
Combined with other influences,
such as Norse and Gaelic and the
result is a varied and unique set of names, often sounding
magical, musical and mystical.