Yet it remains the
unshakable conviction of Christians, from New Testament days
until today, that there is what must be called, for want of a better word, an «eternal» order, an «eternal» plan and an «eternal» life.
Nevertheless, even though I did not feel Satan enter my heart, for many years afterwards I had an
unshakable fear that maybe Satan had been successful, and since he was the great deceiver, I would not know that he ruled my heart
until I actually became the antichrist.