I'll give you that last word here as you seem to have a great need for it. (nakedpastor.com)
We must keep in mind that wanting something very badly or feeling a great need for it does not make it a necessity. (religion-online.org)
I am torn two ways: what I should like is to depart and be with Christ; that, is better by far; but for your sake there is greater need for me to stay on in the body» (Phil. (religion-online.org)