Dad Memorial - Engraved Sympathy Gift - Remembrance Hand Stamped Necklace Loss of Dad Loss of Father - I Used to be His Angel, Now He's Mine (etsy.com)
I personally identify with Macy after the loss of her dad after losing my own Dad two years ago, but I also identify with Macy's moment of realization that she needs to do things for herself. (businessinsider.com)
Which means you must remove yourself from the cycle by going home less (if at all), and then using the space away to mourn the loss of the dad you should have had. (relevantmagazine.com)