Read a good novel about the church called On This Rock by Dave Leonard, I know, it's fiction, but it's based on historical fact and some interesting theories about the real origins of Catholicism. (religion.blogs.cnn.com)
You are also one of the few people who knows the real history leading to crusade, and the only other person who knows the real origin of algebra and the concept of zero (India in the 4th cent BC). (religion.blogs.cnn.com)
-LSB-...] by identifying their real origins; by practicing mindful breathing and mindfulness meditation and playful, joyful parenting; by directing our real and righteous anger about our pain at the appropriate -LSB-...] (phdinparenting.com)