The phrase "self conscience" refers to being aware of and concerned about one's own actions, appearance, or behavior. It means paying attention to how one presents themselves to others and being mindful of their thoughts and actions. Full definition
I will have to hold my shoulders a certain way in this dress and it makes me very self conscience. (reviews.anthropologie.com)
Throw in a great cover letter, add a dash of interview coaching, and it's almost guaranteed you'll never feel self conscience about your job search again. (careertrend.net)
I want the option of deleting and not feeling self conscience. (gnomelover.com)